Monday, November 16, 2009

It is 1:16am and I have a feeling I should've slept in. I made plans to be productive and keep occupied today but they were quickly deleted off my list when I woke up to no car. Now I am stuck at home, with a dirty house I can't be bothered cleaning, someone I want to speak to who won't pick up there phone and another 14 episodes of Sex and the City I could be watching, but don't want to be because I feel as if I would've wasted my day.

Now I am stuck. In anyway you could imagine...

There is wet washing in the washing machine, a phone call I should be making to tafe and it is raining. There goes my walk and possibly an afternoon bbq.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Simplicity at it's finest... And worst

I know this post is going to sound fucking cheesy and all of that but I don't mind, think what ya like suckers.

So today I realized how much of an affect little simple things have on the way you feel...

I went to the northbridge festival and realized how just a group of people can make you aggitated. Or a few words from someone you used to love and care for/still do can affect the way you feel so strongly. On the way home in the taxi I noticed the time and this specific time brought back feelings of hate and love. Then I got out of the taxi and looked up to see orion's belt shining in all it's might and glory. Then when I got inside I found my kitty at the front door to greet me, some left over spaghetti in the fridge to feed me and all these new found thoughts to please me...

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Who, what, why, how

Is there a key to the entire male population's soul that we are not being let in on. Does someone have it and just doesn't want to share? Or de we really know what they deny... It actually some what worries me how different some males and females can be. How differently they can react when put under pressure or when they have been pissed off or broken up with and how sometimes they even act opposite to how they really want to.

We can see most of what is going on but I feel like I never really know what is happening to males deep down. What they are really thinking... Then sometimes they let you in on a tiny piece of how they really, actually, 100% feel. Maybe a tear, or maybe they will delete you off myspace... Does this mean these people aren't genuine?

I don't know if this wall of understanding will ever be knocked down between the two different species but I do know immaturity is not the way out...

Monday, November 2, 2009

Let's be happy

About happy things, happy things are good, they make it- not break it.
A list of some of my favourite happy things

- One of my recently knew found loves, walks around this park just before you get to Herdsman Lake where there are tonnes of ducklings, pretty flowers and lake

- Another recently found love, the song Kiss by Prince. Amazing. Makes me very, very happy and is perfect for boogie-ing down to when doing chores

- Someone in your close family laughing really hard, especially when the joke is coming from another close family member, this always cracks me a smile

- Making a list of tasks and chores and completing all of them, very satisfying indeed

- Surprising comments from friends (obviously positive ones)

- Driving the reality truck, sometimes not easy at first, but eventually worth it

- Realizing my parents have/had good music taste and albums that I can listen to

- A glass of wine and a cigarette while not doing anything other then thinking and listening

- Writing, about anything! Seriously helpful, thanks Mummy

- Portishead, thanks Tik, very good music, for any mood

- Cooking!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Dear Jeannie


I wish for

- Unlimited petrol
- Unlimited love
- A big happy family when I am older in a just big enough home with a big leafy garden
- A big dog that is black and skinny
- Unlimited amazing new foods to try
- Unlimited amazing free books to read and keep forever
- A horse
- Baby soft feet forever!
- No pimples ever again
- A perfect amount of energy during the day and close to none at night when I want to sleep ZZzzzzZzz
- Unlimited challenges
- Unlimited talents
- Lots of happy, loving, respecting, caring friends (but not too many)
- For everyone around me to be happy
- To be able to sing and shake my booty like Beyonce
- And to be able to play the piano really well